I am not a fan of being with others, actually I love being alone… haven’t I said that before somewhere…. Living My Dreams is pushing forward albeit slowly… it is still happening, so keep watching, please.
I want to shout about being solo… alone, single, just me… HA. Just joking. As a mompreneur, this solo stuff can become life threatening, I mean it! I discovered that I truly need, and now WANT others to be near me while I work, maybe it’s just for the adult, normal conversation…
Who would have ever imagined that I, Lane Kennedy would be a mother? WHOA. Well here I am a mom. Recently I had the opportunity to listen to someone tell me that they were indeed going to be the next …. and I just stared at them as they spoke… I listened to this person’s dream… awesome. BUT….
keep dreaming.
I am here at home with my mother, as my husband is away with the fishes. Oh, how I wish I were with the fish… anyway. Today I’ve come to to this… and I will share it with you. Being an entrepreneur is not always what it’s cracked up to be, especially when you are like me, who is always demanding more of myself. People are constantly asking me what I do, and I tell them I am about to launch a company and they say, “Oh you are so lucky, you don’t have a boss… you work for yourself… how great!” Immediately I have a reaction, I shriek inside. Being an entrepreneur is not about luck, being a boss, or making lots of money. Working for myself means I don’t make money unless I am hired, have a product that is bringing value to someone (and they want to purchase it), or someone thinks I deserve a payment for my kick*** service. Working for myself means a lot of hours of alone time. It also means that I have to constantly be in action, and I have to be accountable to my calendar!
I am constantly setting reminders and checking my calendar. It seems crazy but it works. My husband is a huge fan of time management. He has been working solo for years, and I have always been baffled at how he gets anything done. He sits in his office all day long and works, checking items off his list. I on the other hand can become completely distracted by the ping pong game that I have going on in my head of what to do next, or is there another way to do this… crazy.
One more thought about this entrepreneur journey, I often find it to be a bit of a curse because there are so many things I want to do, and create. Most of them I do, which is good, but not all are successful in the sense of how I want them or expect them to turn out or be. I am going to step out and give myself credit for being successful because as an entrepreneur I keep on creating and living in this lifestyle, which in my opinion is HARD! A very successful friend of mine says, “If you have ‘entrepreneur’ in your linkedin profile I automatically replace it with douchebag, in my head. I am not sure why.” I will tell you why… (it’s CRAZY making). We are people who don’t make sense, we think differently, we are people who keep trying even after losing.
I could continue but I won’t. These are my thoughts for the day.
Keep dreaming.
Again, I am baffled at how quickly time passes me by! When I began working on Living My Dreams I was set on a five month launch date, now into it over nine months I’m beginning to question my expectations. I recently read a post in Quora on software development and the real length of time that is takes, and after reading it I wanted to throw myself off a cliff!~
I realized a couple of weeks ago that I use to really be active in helping others achieve their dreams whatever it was, then baby happened… And then everything fell into the time machine and slowed down to a halt, no holidays, no nights out, no last-minute shopping sprees just because… BUT the good news is that I am continuing to live my dreams... and complete this project for all of you to be a part of, so that I can get back to my mission of helping others achieve their dreams! Which leads me to my husband… who I am crazy about!
There are so many days that I am head down and buried by the mess, the mess of life so to speak. When my son is running around I forget that I actually have a goal, a dream life other than being a mom… that I have a personal life. Before Baby somewhere far in the past… circa 2008, I remember going to the spa, going on mini vacations once a month, indulging in chocolate, and staying up late… now in 2012 life is different… BUT I have found something today— TIME.
NO Limits? Really?
There are only so many minutes in a day, and most of mine are spent with my son; this leaves little time for work!
I use to work all hours of the day, and night. I use to believe that the more I worked the more I would accomplish, I use to think that the harder I worked the more money I would make!
Dreaming up a life can be a full-time job… as is Living My Dreams.
Recently I was introduced to someone fabulous, another delightful entrepreneur. I love entrepreneurs, we are a special breed (but that’s for another post). Anyway, I met this person and we hit it off immediately, I love that! We talked shop, we exchanged ideas and then suddenly I found myself wrapped up with moving on from dream, and heading to somewhere far-far away, another project… my purpose, my dream project suddenly disappeared. Watch
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