Staying True and Focused

Recently I was introduced to someone fabulous, another delightful entrepreneur.  I love entrepreneurs, we are a special breed (but that’s for another post).  Anyway, I met this person and we hit it off immediately, I love that!  We talked shop, we exchanged ideas and then suddenly I found myself wrapped up with moving on from dream, and heading to somewhere far-far away, another project… my purpose, my dream project suddenly disappeared.  Watch

Other stuff you might want to read later…

I love SF MOMPRENEURS!

I am not a fan of being with others, actually I love being alone… haven’t I said that before somewhere….  Living My Dreams is pushing forward albeit slowly… it is still happening, so keep watching, please.

 

Are you co-working?

I want to shout about being solo… alone, single, just me… HA.  Just joking.  As a mompreneur, this solo stuff can become life threatening, I mean it!  I discovered that I truly need, and now WANT others to be near me while I work, maybe it’s just for the adult, normal conversation…

Kale and more kale!

I love kale and I try to use it everywhere…

Basically I bought 1/2 of a whole chicken – de skinned it.
Placed in crock pot with water, stock and cannellini beans that I had soaked over night. (Enough to cover all ingredients) 4 carrots
1 onion
5-6 fresh sprigs of thyme – can’t remember.
3 large cloves of garlic that I smashed.
1-2 tsp salt — I just throw it in there, so I’m not sure.
Oh and a couple of shakes of cumin.

Let that all cook on high for about 6 hours — then removed chicken pieces — tried to keep bones in the pot for more flavor. Cook for another 1.5 hours add chicken back in– then add chopped kale! I used Dino Kale for soups and such — hearty! Turn it down to low and viola!
Eat at leisure!

One huge note— check your beans and how they are cooking– or you might prefer a different consistency… Watch the heat. Some pots cook a lot faster– I have this old school Hamilton that I’ve had for years. I hear the new crocks work very differently…

Enjoy!!!

Sent on the go!

Being an Entrepreneur.

Time Management for System Administrators

I am here at home with my mother, as my husband is away with the fishes.  Oh, how I wish I were with the fish… anyway.  Today I’ve come to to this… and I will share it with you.  Being an entrepreneur is not always what it’s cracked up to be, especially when you are like me, who is always demanding more of myself.  People are constantly asking me what I do, and I tell them I am about to launch a company and they say, “Oh you are so lucky, you don’t have a boss… you work for yourself… how great!”  Immediately I have a reaction, I shriek inside.  Being an entrepreneur is not about luck, being a boss, or making lots of money.  Working for myself means I don’t make money unless I am hired, have a product that is bringing value to someone (and they want to purchase it), or someone thinks I deserve a payment for my kick*** service.  Working for myself means a lot of hours of alone time.  It also means that I have to constantly be in action, and I have to be accountable to my calendar!

I am constantly setting reminders and checking my calendar.  It seems crazy but it works.  My husband is a huge fan of time management.  He has been working solo for years, and I have always been baffled at how he gets anything done.  He sits in his office all day long and works, checking items off his list.  I on the other hand can become completely distracted by the ping pong game that I have going on in my head of what to do next, or is there another way to do this…  crazy.

Sketchy

One more thought about this entrepreneur journey, I often find it to be a bit of a curse because there are so many things I want to do, and create.  Most of them I do, which is good, but not all are successful in the sense of how I want them or expect them to turn out or be.  I am going to step out and give myself credit for being successful because as an entrepreneur I keep on creating and living in this lifestyle, which in my opinion is HARD!  A very successful friend of mine says, “If you have ‘entrepreneur’ in your linkedin profile I automatically replace it with douchebag, in my head. I am not sure why.”  I will tell you why… (it’s CRAZY making).  We are people who don’t make sense, we think differently, we are people who keep trying even after losing.

I could continue but I won’t.  These are my thoughts for the day.

Keep dreaming.

Realistic Expectations

English: Goal-driven software development schema

Again, I am baffled at how quickly time passes me by!  When I began working on Living My Dreams I was set on a five month launch date, now into it over nine months I’m beginning to question my expectations.  I recently read a post in Quora on software development and the real length of time that is takes, and after reading it I wanted to throw myself off a cliff!~

woooohooo the Other Place

Cabo Home

Vacations come and go, for some they are planned, two weeks or seven days.  For a mom like me there are no vacations, before baby there were vacations every month, silent get away retreats, mental day breaks, and month-long sabbaticals.  It was awesome… and now, I am living the high life if I can have a two-hour nap!  Here I am watching the Oscars, alone, drinking non-filtered apple juice at the Other Place.  My dog wants to be outside with the critters and I am crawling into bed.  Two simple days to reflect, regenerate, and regroup I am thrilled to sit.

Walking The Dog

There are so many days that I am head down and buried by the mess, the mess of life so to speak.  When my son is running around I forget that I actually have a goal, a dream life other than being a mom… that I have a personal life.  Before Baby somewhere far in the past… circa 2008, I remember going to the spa, going on mini vacations once a month, indulging in chocolate, and staying up late… now in 2012 life is different… BUT I have found something today— TIME.