Mindfulness & DNA
I woke up this morning and told myself that on Friday, there would be NO more nursing. No More Boobies… No more snuggle in the morning. I yearn for my freedom, but right now as I sit here thinking about this, I get terribly sad. This is it, I can’t go back on my word, … Read more
I have raging hormones now, and have had them for a couple of months. I never thought that I would be the one who would breastfeed, let alone, be the one who would breastfeed for more than six months… here I am at nineteen months and I’m forcing myself to wean my son… I don’t … Read more
Yesterday at the sandbox, I was struck with the lack of manners that are instilled with people these days. I know that we are all busy, I know that we all think that we are important, I know that our sons and daughters are just learning… BUT really MOMMY do you have to be so … Read more
A job that pays me green dollar bills, not in love… I only thought about it for a moment, then I announced it to my husband, who then laughed at me. My insides churned. There are so many days that pass and I wonder if life would be easier if I had a place to … Read more
Committed: Feeling dedication and loyalty to a cause, activity, or job; wholeheartedly dedicated. After months of being on the brink of depression and taking a long walk to somewhere called, make-believe, to never come home again; I finally learned something about myself. I spent the afternoon with my dog and remembered what it was like … Read more
I am not sure what I want to write about, as there is much that floats between my ears, and thoughts today! Being a mom has left me with little time, which I cannot stand to complain about but it is the one thing that I can never find. I never have enough time. AND … Read more
Lessons I’m learning as a Mother. Honestly, there are so many discoveries and obstacles and triumphs that I come across each day as a mother I thought that it might be helpful to start recording them… 1. For the most part I am not qualified to judge what my son needs to eat, his stomach … Read more
What is the ideal mom? I think I may take a poll as to what that question means to parents, especially mothers. Today as I scrambled after my son at the park I was struck with this question. What is the ideal mom? I watched and listened to other mothers, and other caretakers; how were … Read more
I am not quite sure that I have been depressed, I know a lot of people who suffer from depression, and have never quite understood it, until now. I am suffering; at least I think I’m suffering… from depression. Since having my son, (who I love and adore, and who is number one in my … Read more
Some may think that you are gurgling and slurring or making hiccup noises. Being your mother I know that you are talking. Your list of words is rather extensive considering you are a bilingual baby! In the morning you say hwello. When you have a little or big mess in your diaper you say stinky! … Read more